Dear Journal,
Wondering if Lavender will stop and think that she needs to be herself and stop trying to be someone she isn't. She WAS my best friend, but what happened to the calm, generous, caring friend i used to know??? Where did she go??? I just wish she hadn't left me in the cold with just myself to keep me company. Alone. Left behind. Why? Why is life so hard? Everyone knows it's hard, and it'll just get harder.
It hurts me to see Lavender walk by, because I know that's noy Lavender anymore and I just walk away trying to hold back the tears.
Wherever Lavender's old soul is....PLEASE COME BACK TO HER SO SHE CAN BE THE LAVENDER I KNOW!